POKINATTCHA

2006-08-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

hiatus!
away and away from separation anxiety.
i am too caught up with Myself & Issues, i haven't thought about Others.
this seems self-centered but i am absolutely strung out by Issues.

trawl and scour the acres of netspace and maybe, i will be found. :)

the day i write about smiley faced balloons & carnivals will be when i return.
everyone hates an entry filled with tragedy, EmoLyrics and GA quotes.
melodrama but yes.
till then!

2006-08-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

I've really had it with the rain of the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year.

i'm glad you said it, even though i knew it wasn't true.

2006-08-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

i love angels&airwaves.
i love Tom DeLonge, his hot pink guitar, his bands, his side projects, his tendency to gripe about everything in almost every song he composes and all.

sorry. post test problems.
but tomorrow will be a good day.
and we'll trawl the streets
with plushified gifts of The Year Before and plastic cases.
Life's waiting to begin, tonight.

it doesn't even matter anymore.

on a separate note, the muffins were a Blast.

So sorry it's over
So sorry it's over

There's so much more that I wanted and
There's so much more that I needed and
Time keeps moving on and on and on
Soon we'll all be gone.

2006-08-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

today is Let's Bake Muffins Day.
while the world is buried in geography and science texts
i will be Baking.

have i ever mentioned
my amazing grade of D for home economics.
trippy.

i am too exhausted and annoyed to recount yesterday.
but i know it wasn't a good day.

2006-08-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

there's a shitload of stuff i want to say to you.
so many many many many many things.
but i can't, i won't, i shan't.

yesterday was handover prac at octopus's.
eightyone bucks for pizza. cheesy bites suckz and
recording for the rockshow was very entertaining.
and so was this:

we could film our little own blockbuster Lost in the swimming pool.
with Beatrice & Amanda as The Stranded and Hopeless
i could be an Other
and octopus could be a uh, well, an octopus.
stay glued to your television set for Lost: In The Pool.

but anyway
i think i will always be remembered as The Girl Who Sleeps In Class.
if only i could study as hard as certain people and lie to everyone that I-Don't-Study-Seriously-And-I-Can-Still-Obtain-My-Amazing-Grades.
which subtly implies You Are Stupid.
and i thought i wouldn't be subjected to this after entering secondary school.
:) time to mug. byebye.

If you knew what was good for you
You'd lock me up and throw away the key
You don't need me and no you never will
You never did as far as I can tell

Should I wake up and explain myself to you
Or should I not care and sleep the whole day through.

2006-07-30T01:16:00.000+08:00

1 2 3 4 5 6.
:) Hearts and Miss Yous:
not an inch which were true.

valued relations, built on straw wood and paper.

We cared too late
We just followed along.

2006-07-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

today was Emo Day.
and db&i came out with super emo songs
in concurrence to tmr's project untitled.

Angel & Airwaves;
The Gift
The Adventure
A Little's Enough
Keane;
Somewhere Only We Know
MxPx;
Everything Sucks (When You're Gone)
any Blink-182 song.

then it struck me that i like these songs
adding to the list of Lumpy, Peach, Tuna
and now EmoKid.

teeheehee. i am a Gigglebug.

anyway. i dug out some really oldddd photos.
like the sentosa performance a year ago.

i got this very amusing one of me and lynn in our hotel rooms-

(grins).

ngh. tmr will be handover stuff with the five
and prac with octopus on tues&weds.
UNTITLED+SILENTNIGHT=EMO

we told a little lie today.
:) it was fun.
okay. bye.

and we'll play our little games till the very end.

2006-07-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

i have a friend called Shallow.
i had a friend called Desperate.
some lines need to be drawn, somewhere.

Today was Fender Hunting Day.
we met Hello Kitty & Friends and Emily Strange.
and i decided on my dream and desire, the Polka Dot Buddy Guy Stratocaster.
now all i'm waiting for is to be on a bankrolllllllll. $$$$$

i played silent night for the mini audition.
which consisted of three notes, two which i had forgotten.
All is calm, All is bright.
right.

anyway, to end this on a nice note,
i hope i fucked up your life as much as
you fucked up mine.

goodnight and happy E-Learning day.
celebrate the joys of the new improvised & implemented education system;
clicking The Orange Button for History Homework.

But the one thing that I can most willingly prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you.

2006-07-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

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GEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOG
GEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOG
GEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOGGEOG

my idea of sleeping isn't staying up to do water pollution presentations.
and printing water droplets.
i am so tired i have nothing to say.
is waking up today at five in the afternoon interesting?
jerky.

may i dream of rain and water droplets tonight.
bye.

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a thief and a witch but I love you to death

2006-07-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

i realized i have never acknowledged the existence of the five band blog.
whoops. purely accidental.

today's another one of those days where you cunt spel properlie.

makes you sort of wonder whats the point of learning english. and
reading love dedications always, makes you feel all Warm and Fuzzy inside.

Distractions. it's working.
but when the game is over the pain sets in and hits you right in the face.
Jerky.

anyway, i forgot the lian equation. shit.
tertle+SNEHL=slow(?)
and now. no cookies for guessing where this's from:

hint; eyelinerrrrr.
okay. bye.

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go,
So why don't we go.

2006-07-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

temporary.
i think Happay looks too small
and i just can't get rid of bunny.

ironic, Happay's up when i am sad.
drowning you out with Distractions in the form of monsters and johnny depp.
let it slide let it slide.

i need to stop this shit. okay. on a happier note,
2COURAGE WON TALENTIME.
:) i love my class.
the Julius Caeser quote that nicole had repeated twenty times is stuck in my head like some singsong thingy: We came, We saw, We conquered.
which doesn't really make sense but it sticks onto you.
Jerky.

i can't wait for november.
pillar, pot & i went to check out slots at yamaha today.
(grins) Java Chip. :D
and on the same note,
I WANT A DAISYROCK.
or a Fender.

and pillar needs $2600.

yohoho and a bottle of rum.

2006-07-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day.

it is so agonizing reading those things.
i am very afraid.

i want to write entries about candy floss and smiley faced balloons.

2006-07-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

i trawl and scour the area but there's never sign of You.
yet another bag of caramel coated pretzels, fictitious car rides and living under the pretence that We Don't Care.
remember then.

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you
Come on over, watch the late show, stay up talking until two

2006-07-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

the crash and slam of doors,
i want to have the same last experience again.

i've adopted a strange habit of sleeping at ten.
monday night and i'm not watching GA.(!)
blame it on the red wine.
(which i only had one teenyweeny pint.)
i am a loser.

anyway, today was Pirates at Grand Cathay (again).
my life is so grey.
but well, not with

orlando who?
i'm influenced by yiting and her sexyhoteyelinerguys.
like, billy martinnnnnn (coos).
and of course, JOHNNY DEPP!
its hard to focus on the plot with him strutting around his ship with a bottle of rum.
oh, and the jar of dirt.

okay i'm exhausted. need to sleep.
good night.

It's so hard to apologize but I am truly sorry

2006-07-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

DHL.

2006-07-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

i'm awfully bored. being ill sucks. :(
ah, i've been stabbed by melon and ra.

THE RULES: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test and leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. (i have smelt it. it stinks?)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single. (marriage on the rocks.)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. it was a dare.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. they are cuddly?
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (world domination?)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (book labelling at librariesssssszzzz)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear/wore a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (i don't clean.)
I like a person of the same sex.

THE STABBED;
anyone.

but anyway, i'm happy for them.
if only we could end on the same note.
if only. its going to close like
This.
and This.
and i tell myself this can't be the end.

2006-07-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

i never knew running in the rain could make you ill.

anyway. me,caterpillar&van went
SHOPPING.
at

we bought stones, rocks and jade.
:) i feel like i am fifty.
okay. i'm lying. we went to waterloo plaza(?) to get our soccer cakes.
that place is The Dumps. the bakery looks so awkward among the mechanical shops and quirky restaurants.

woo. i have cakes but the world cup is over. :(
and italy won. boo.

Absentminded thoughts, now you're a stranger.

2006-07-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

watched Re-cycle yesterday with vanyt&willa at the Grand Cathay.
their sound system is very fine for a horror movie.
but suck, the movie was on the borderline of corniness rather than horror.
i was more spooked by the trailer of staying alive.

i should be happy that the school won the basketball match, i got my germany jersey, ate fries, stabbed van twenty times, sung the yellow submarine(!), watched a supposed horror movie, saw willa die in the theatres and attended the dramafest.
but its so pathetic our country screams safe all over when cell phones get stolen by the truckload.
and empty wallets. partially, our fault.
we killed the cherry tree.

i wanted to say it, but it isn't appropriate now.
is it.

i've been thinking of flowers the whole shitday.
flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers
flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers
flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers
flowers. i hate flowers.

then dustbin gave me the answer to all the flowers.
a year ago, today was The Best Day of my lousy existence.
pop coke and sprite by the bridge,
scream at cabbies on the line,
running away, and around at night.
and up till now, i still wonder if i had taken the right one.

on another note,
i was at takashimaya's food fair(!) today.
food food aplenty
yet i have no money. (...)
guess what i bought.

doughnuts. i am a loser.
but it's not my fault blame the

cool machine.
i could stare at it making doughnuts all day long.
why are the japanese so good at these things.
anyways, to emphasise on the loser point,

baby doughnuts. small scrumptious and super!
okay that was quite strange.
loser doughnuts for loser lumpy.
i have thirty six of these doughnuts.

but on a brighter note,
GUESS WHO I'M GOING TO SEE.(SINGS)
GUESS!!GUESS!!!

WOAH. I THINK I'M LIKE, LUCKAAAYYYYYYYYY.
HOW PUNK RAWK IS THAT. \(m)/ \(m)/ \(m)/
I'M OFF TO BREAK WINDOWS WITH MY NEWFOUNDBUD ELMO.
\(m)/ PUNK RAWK 4EVA!

2006-07-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

germany lost.
my heart bleeds.

but they played very well overall.
i love germany still!
at least, still got third fourth placing.
if they lose to stupid portugal i'll bleed dry.

oh damnit,

On the brink of 30, Michael Ballack is undecided if he will have another crack at South Africa 2010. "It just isn't meant to be for me," the German captain choking back tears, replied.

ITISFORYOUITISFORYOUITISFORYOUUU.
read wrongly. i thought he said he was decided on playing the next world cup.
i feel so sad, so pathetic.

on another note,
i ordered germany cupcakes (along with england and brazil) from some rad cakeshop cassi recommended.

:) when all else fails, turn to cupcakes.

2006-07-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

fuck, fuck, fuck.
they told me to lie,
but i didn't lie.
they reprimanded me for lying,
i told them i didn't lie.
they hit me for lying.

daddy, mommy, if only you never came back.

2006-07-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

it's the end of the world.

i am very very very, annoyed by portugal.
they played such a dirty game. especially when Cristiano Ronaldo intervened.

"Ronaldo was seen winking at his bench following the dismissal (of Wayne Rooney) but refused to comment on why."

IHATERONALDOIHATERONALDOIHATERONALDO
IHATERONALDOIHATERONALDOIHATERONALDO
IHATERONALDOIHATERONALDOIHATERONALDO
IHATERONALDOIHATERONALDOIHATERONALDO

TELL ME, WHAT HAPPENED TO 'MY GAME IS FAIR PLAY'?

boo. david beckham resigning from captain post
theres like sobbing england players plastered all over soccer net
and happy portugal fans.

to add, brazil lost to france(!)
just a week ago i told willa sunflowers would be purple if france won brazil.
well, sunflowers are purple.
i don't support them but it would be fun to see them up against germany.
and i enjoy their matches, strangely.

germany has to win this.
if they lose, especially to portugal (!!), i would protest all the way to cristiano ronaldo's doorstep and insist he issue a public apology for his stupid (and INTENTIONAL) intervention with rooney & referee, both jackasses, BUT if ronaldo hadn't came in, england could have WON.
and then, i would die.

2006-07-01T02:51:00.000+08:00

GERMANY WON BABY!
someone owes me five bucks!

i'm so high, soccer's an amazing dosage of happy pills!
THAT WAS THE TENSEST (got such word?) GAME I HAVE EVER WATCHED.
i screamed and screamed and now, i am in need of strepsils. mint flavored.
when argentina scored, i received five smses either containing
ARGENTINA!ARGENTINA!
or
BYEBYEBALLACK (!?!)
BOO. but anyways, they drew and won through penalty shootouts, 4-2.
woo woo woo!

i'm in love with The game! YY
when the world cup is over, i will curl up and die like a lousy millipede.
let me go offtopic, i finally found a pic of the germany team 8D8D;

Y13 13 13 13 13 13

okaypokay! i'm exhausted with all the jumping and screaming and
i'm meeting willa at waffletown in seven hours time.

good night and do support germany in the semi finals.

2006-06-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

hello, world.
i am sickened. by anything, everything.
sorry friends, i've been a jackass for the whole week.

"I feel like one of those people who's so freakin' miserable, they can't be around normal people. Like I'll infect the happy people."

need to stop the GA quotes.
but it's so apt, i can't stop.
should turn to OTH or scrubs instead of watching Meredith lament about Deryck and Addison.
sickening soaps. i'm in love with them.
boo.

on a separate note,
willa and i went world cup hunting.
say, i'm in love with GERMANYY!

i couldn't find a germany jersey in my size. O n O
jecolia and cassi got them. the veryvery last piece.
my heart bleeds.
willa didn't find any korean jerseys, shorts or shirts either.
two sad people wandering around town.

so, yesterday was a lousy day, today is even lousier.
i hate campfires.
if there was a pill that would numb the awareness
i'd take it everyday.

thankfully, germany! is up against argentina in an hour and a half
something to make me forget how lousy a worm i am.
i want to throw the doughnuts at you, i want to go up to you and scream its not right.
but i guess, it was never right from the start.

i'll be back to post the soccer results.

2006-06-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut

Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them
It makes no sense at all.

2006-06-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

come taste! the action of the icecreammatch
(roll roll roll the cream)

doublecone. my partner-in-crime, we've made it!
conquered the doublecone.
someday, lets try the triplecone.
ohyea! i'm happy

oh so very happy.
and now, other pictures from the past week.

its so pretty, i can't stop staring.
twinkle twinkle.
and now, go go power rangers! gransazers! wherever that line's from.

oh after a trip to yamaha, i realized i forgot to put up
this

I HATE GACHAPON.
all it does is lie to you and pollute the ground with all the plastic capsules.
cheap tricks. but on the other hand, it is fun.

<3

but anyways, last night of neverending sleepovers barbeques and latenightdinners!
the rents are back in town.
boo.
and backtoschool. say hello to workworkworkTOOMUCHWORKworkworkwork.
i want to quit school.

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost
It's not right.

2006-06-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

so hooked on GA.

a box of love. 387 minutes filled with happy pills.
this should be the way everyday should be.
bags of chips, bjork on the stereo and GA.

on a separate note,
i'm quite disappointed england's not playing germany.
(and, poor owen.)
but germany did well for their match against ecuador!
ballack was named man of the match(!!!!) and klose overtook torres for top scorer.(!)

today's a good day. :)

for your recipe, one tablespoon of coconut extract.

2006-06-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

its the last week.
anyways, had two sleepovers in a row. its exhausting.
shopped till midnight at bugis with lynn and wh. it was fun.
and i won the icecreammatch!

i got this amusing skin from shibuya;

hahas. i got lost around suntec&bugis and had to call bus assistance about, seven times!
6877-####
heh thank you pickle!

mm! lets play guesswhere!

anyway, GERMANY WON THE MATCH! and topped group A!
fifa fever. ole ole ole germany!
englands coming up in an hour
shall call macs delivery now. toodles!

2006-06-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

i want a blue doughnut.
a blue doughnut from the bakery islands away.
that bakery.

2006-06-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

mehhhhlon held me at gunpoint to do this.
(LaOg0nG mUaXx) ._.

What were you doing in secondary school?
1 hiding under tables
2 proclaiming my devotion to the school- only at night.
3 running around the track, at night, without shoes. classic.
4 tripping over stuff
5 made to stand up or sent out during lessons. i love math.

Five of your favourite singers / bands?
1 SIMPLEPLAN
2 MxPx
3 GOODCHARLOTTE
4 BLINK182
5 NEWFOUNDGLORY

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1 take over town
2 purchase all pieces on deviantart
3 own germany
4 buy a ticket to new orleans and masquerade during the mardi gras. say hello to floats doubloons and bead necklaces.
5 quit school, go on save the earth campaigns. cliche and beyond reach but yes, i'm a nice millionaire.

Five bad habits?
1 i like rhymes.
2 i am annoying.
3 i have a thing for yellowcarebears that talk.
4 hitting my head against anything and everything.
5 bite my nails?

Five things you like doing?
1 eating.
2 watching shows, reruns, movies.
3 ranting. its teenage angst, so kill me.
4 going anywhere, be it overseas, a show or a camp-with friends. ('you'll buy me a flower, i'll buy you a flower')
5 going for shows. rockshows. to quote herrera frontman of mxpx, "i wanna get into the crowd i wanna hear it played real loud" theres nothing better than a moshpit.

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
1 a ring for mehhhhlonn (i love you still though)
2 blue vodka. i'd rather margherita.
3 a pink unicorn.
4,5 idontknow.

Five favourites?
1 michaelballack, that hot thing
2 yellow or green stuff.
3 flipflaps. i just got another one.
4 sesame street. relieving the happy childhood.
5 grey's projectrunway and lost: weekly dosage of happy pills.

Five people to do this?
1,2,3,4,5 i'm nice, i'll save my friends the hassle of doing this.

i actually listened to mehhhhlon and spent six minutes on this thing.
i should have known, it was a trick
to stall me from dominating the world.

2006-06-15T02:47:00.000+08:00

go green!
forget yellow, green!-its the new happy colour.
my new cellphone. i named it lego. O u O
and tiara's pocky biscuits. you thought you seen the worst when kitkat came out in strawberry flavours. then,
green pocky biscuits.
OKAYOKAY. its brown. BUT THE GREEN PACKAGING. misleading.

i love my lego! its a huge ugly blockphone.
but i love it. legogreen.

anyways, i've been kind of sad these few days , O n O and i've made a discovery. the anti-drug for sadness;
soccer.
GERMANY!
(so, i've caught on the world cup fever, finally.)
germany and her hothothot midfielder;

; michael ballack.
not like all the prettyenglishboys. what, davidbeckham?
michael looks like grey's anatomy patrick dempseys!
mm. beckham's a midfielder too.
showdown! germany x england. it'll be a fun match.
(if england gets into the finals.)
i think, i'm gna get killed for saying that.

Ygermany.

2006-06-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

Soul Asylum
Runaway Train

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
I promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep; there's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just a-drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything seems cut and dried,
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the track
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same

it's a classic. i fall prey to lousy cheesy classic songs
when i listen to blink gc sp and mxpx.
loser.
anyone going for coldplay/inxs concert?

but anyways, i do want a one way ticket.
to someplace where i can watch the mardi gras, with you.
or somewhere like cambodia. join the peace corps and save people.
touche. okay, that was a lousy facade. the real reasons,
firstly i want to runaway from workworkwork. read the classlog. it's like, damnit. this long list of crap that i haven't done. in fact, i lost my homework. that chinese book.
secondly, i want to runaway from happy people. i'm a pretentious happybunny that pretends. a poserbunny. all i want is to hide in a corner, read sin city and watch marv die a million times over.
lastly. i want to runaway from you.

YOU YOU YOU
YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU
YOU YOU YOU YOU
YOU.

sorry. its the holiday blues. i hate holidays.

2006-06-11T02:13:00.000+08:00

twinpackpromotion
(this was supposed to be posted before kedah, 3rdjune)

for lynn, who made me wait five minutes.
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drown your sorrows.
sounds very cliche. but it works, strangely.
but ohnono, hide the margherita, sparkling juice
even cola and sevenup.
so! water. drown your sorrows in water. the Understatement of the year.
pub's secret tagline.
i'm left here eating expired chips deprived of drinks with the exception of water.
like some kind of sadsadsadclueless driedup plant
that hasn't started on work eventhoughitsalreadythethirdweek and doesn't intend to do so anytime, annoyed just about everyone and in selfpity although it was in the wrong.
the plant is a catalyst.
the plant feels selfish.
everyone hates the plant.

2006-06-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back.
the sasband was awesome! very inspiring. their band's like, woahwoahwoahWOAH. super loud. my ears were ringing after their twopiece performance. ohman they're good. really good. idontevenknow whether we're half as good as them.
i'm exhausted, physically and mentally. the earliest i slept in this week was twelvethirty and i stayed up till threethirty last night. singing birthday songs, playing cards, sleeping in other rooms, squeezing yellowcarebears.
overall, the kedah trip was great. but after the talk, it was ruined. slightly.
it's very sad. i feel lousy.
besides that, i realized what she said last year was right.
i'm an unappreciative jackass. what happened to seizing the moment. i don't want you to try. it makes everything worse, but it's my fault. i'm so annoyed with myself, i want to hit myself with a hammer.
you must be very disappointed.

i'm sorry. but thank you for trying.

And it's all downhill from here

2006-06-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

i saw tiara today!
i think, we freaked people out with the squeak and the hug.

anyways, went out with lynn.
OH didn't we freak that old guy out to squirrels.
hellohello, i drink orange julius and i am a terrorist.
would you like an orange-or-is-it-peach ricola sweet?
(TWINPACKSOMEMORE. you lousy! but i like orange.)
heh. inside joke ignore this.

oh oh, thursday's farewell party!
seawater, seawater, seawater. & sand.
drank so much of it i think i'm turning green.
the same shade of the water. it's sad. oil spills too.
i think, i should go beach cleaning again!
oh offtopic. -NOBODY PLAYED THE SPIDERWEB. O n O
but nehmind, it was fun floating in the filthy water tying water bombs
which nobody used. except for cleaning their slippers.
overall, it was funfunfun! i like the sad viking.
and the christmas carols playing at the sad theme park. (jinglebells? its june.)
i forgot about the pongpong fruits. WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM?
damn heavy. could have died carrying six of them. (wasted. anyone tried roasting it?)

pitypitypity. it was fun throwing them at van. (painanot?:D)
i'm sure they would have tasted nice too.

2006-05-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

how much i love willa.

you got me the non-existent 1992 very-first-mxpx album from the net.
as a waaaaaaaaaay (emphasis) belated present.
what can i say? i love you to squirrels.
but then

empty. wah talk about hurt and pain and sorrow.
you break my heart. (...hellokoreandramas!)
O n O
and now i hate you.
but then

you found the cd and put it into this sad piece of plastic case.
(crickets)
nehmind i love you still. how could anyone be sad with

a bundle of joy?
I LOVE MXPX! and willa, to a certain extent.
what, its a lovehate issue. cliche.
nehmind, youre my best friend.
(and if youre reading this, on account of me, please, be the first one to get into the spiderweb. oh the party will be SO fun! palm trees, ropes, balloons! O u O)

be there, 1sy05/2sy06 chiying farewell party.
010606, 5pm(?) east coast park
near macs. (what pit again?)
ifyougetlost please dont call me.
try van. or follow us.
SPIDERWEB!

2006-05-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

its the holidays.
the dictionary defines it as a day free from work that one may spend at leisure. it's only the first/second day and
how come i'm so freaking exhausted.
i hate holidays.

on a sadder note, ididntknow.
you didn't tell me. i hate you and the holidays.

but anyways, 2courage party rocked!
i threw myself into the pool. how willing.
okay, it was at my house.
thankyou to the people who put in effort to keep the party going!
and i took picture of my pool which turned out;

i think i'm very artistically inclined. whatever that means. tree keeps using it.

This weekend, we'll have a ball,
We'll hit the town and see it all,
So let's go out on Friday night,
We'll go see a show, or get in a fight.

it was good, we had fun. had.
let's go out this friday. but it won't be the same would it.
i'm exhausted.

Don't say this isn't happening,
'Cause you ain't got nothing to lose.

2006-05-21T15:48:00.000+08:00

openhouse! run around pasting jellybean posters.
a lot of them got ripped off the walls cos they're too hot! heh.
but my perf was beyond screwed.
two more weeks and its not going to make any difference.
ah i'm so sorry.

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

oh a huge discovery! okay not. some sideproject;
OHNO! i can't find my homework.
OHNO! melon's online.
OHNO! i just realized i suck.
O n O
O n O
O n O
O n O
O n O
feeling sad? down? turn to O n O.

2006-05-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

today/yesterday was superscrewed.
like HELLOVAN! lets play the i'mfallingforyou game! ('i'm scared i'll trip.' 'yea you? surely trip one.' (...) //trips together.)
say, its pretty romantic.
okay now while my comp is printing size500 alphabets for openhouse (be there!)
i shall whine. about how i like whiny songs. look, blink182. mxpx. simpleplan(!).
i'm whiny. this is sad. but better than being wimpy.
hello willa, hello sandra. crying over an onion.
way to go. and i thought failed relations were sadder.

okaypokay enough of that. anyways after screwedupevenmore band,
i went to help poor van! (it rhymes by the way.)
we wanted to hide under the tables cos they look veryvery cosy.
butohno, cha came. eee i shall try it out tmrw. today. shat this whole 12midnight thing is annoying.
i love staying back at night in school! idontknow why but it brings some freaky tranquility thingy. or maybe the whole 'letssingsongs&letpeoplescreamatus" and walkaroundthetracktentimesforfun thing. love it, i want night school.
that was offtopic. nehmind. my printer has finished the huge alphabets.
and i made superhothothot posters for jellybean. (heh.)

night. i'm gng for breakfast with van in six hours time!
scgsopenhouse. be there.
or bloodybunny will eat you alive.

2006-05-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

happy birthday pickles!
wasn't the album i made very FUN?
heh. i'm colourfuller(...) and taller.

anyways i went to suntec with pickle
actualize your disturbing dream of eating a monkey at;
chunkymonkey ben&jerry's!
and we went gachapon. rows and rows of it. can sit there all day and drool. and i blew ten bucks on turning instruments and SEXYMARSHMALLOWS! so hot. they have funnybunny names. what, bo-kan?(...) how amusing.

I GOT BEFORE&AFTEREVERYTHING!
MY VERY FIRST and last MxPx ALBUM!
beyond brokeness i say. i stuck their sticker on my newnewnewcolorfuller file. drool on it during lessons. and now their amazing album.

i'm so happy, so very happy i could turn into a yellow bunny.

2006-05-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

this is so annoying.
i want to hit you with a hammer.
i want to tape you to a tree.
i want you to curl up and die like a dust bunny.
idontknow. i should be hit by a hammer too.
all the games all the superficial happiness all the shows
hello, you did it again.

anyways, panic!at the disco's site is very amusing.
though the navigation sucks. and
american hi-fi is finally earning recognition!
chn5 played the art of losing and i'm a fool for some
ad on a kinky korean show.
okay. i like ads.

I need a better way to get my head straight
It's not like anybody would know
gotta silver cloud high above me
Running circles around and round me

2006-05-07T02:42:00.000+08:00

i like elections.
anyways today i was very bored and i've been talking about the amazingness of sticky notes for very long so now i'm gna prove it. heh.

and now from left to right (1-6)
1 ONESY. yellow people yellow tees yellow sticky notes.
2 sticky notes save the world.
3 happy yellow sticky notes, unhappy little crying sisters.
4 happy note for unhappy notes.
5 sticky note for desperate measures and
6 inefficient homework reminders.

so, i was bored. it was fun.

2006-05-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

sajc band performance was veryvery fun.!
like, after band went town with lynn. after macs couldnt get taxi. tried to hire one at doubleredyellow line(!). shat so pro right. but we didnt get a cab hahs.
its fun yknow? like both of us street idiots stuck in town with a hundred cars, crossing roads illegally and tried-but-failed to cut cab queues. oh and on the phone with a machine for over half an hour.
amusingly! we reached there on time. though we got lost at sajc. and i almost fell off the topbox while tripping down the stairs.
the concert was wowwowwow! they're so inspirational.
oh and interval was annoying. went around with lynn and octopus trying to find a toilet. cannot find(!). stupid direction thingys. octopus kept saying 'THINK OF THE DESERT!'(...?) veryvery annoying. its not even amusing! some sort of morbid cactus joke. idontknow. very random though. what desert.

i forgot what i wanted to type here. oh yea! i just discovered i dont live near mount faber. like, after years. i mistook bukit timah hill for mt faber. idontknow whether to cry or laugh. very sad. and i thought i could take cablecar(...) to sentosa in future. shat i shouldnt have ever talked about hills. what ignorance is bliss. but nevermind. i could go up up to the hill and mourn or something.

2006-04-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

i'm irritated. i need to bite something.
or have you for dinner. idontknow.

my sis thinks orange juice is from octopuses. (?)
like, find a lonely octopus, say nasty things until its really upset, wait till it starts weeping and. voila. orange juice. how cool please.
i didnt know my sister was so cool. and i thought
orange juice was from.. oranges.
so much for eight years of education huh.

anyways, jellybeans gng to the zoo(!?) on monday.
go country. what put on hats and ride horses.
i hope pickle gets eaten up by a crocodile!
willa can go sing the fish song to the fishes. (sakasakasakana?)
and i shall steal a spider!
..brokeback cactuses! hahahas sorry i'm so gay.

2006-04-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

project:save the trees. my geog teacher would be so proud of me.
and look what great taglines i get!;
Save A Tree, kill a Beaver. /bran
Don't Eat Paper. /tiara
Paper Eats You(?!) /tiara
Trees love thee /melon
The trees love you, show them some love too. /me. corny huh.
Trees are Trees /ithinkitsmelon. it rhymes amusingly. but what has it got to do with saving them. OKAY. i'm getting my aims confused.
i'm so.. inspired. (...)
shat you guys are so creative.
but nothing can be more inspiring than my happy yellow sticky notes.
highlighter yellow.
okay whatever. save a tree today!

2006-04-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm in love with the bunny.
i dont know what to call it. ben? (heh.)
its 1am in the morning and theres exams tmrw.
am i good or what.
RELINKPLEASE.
POKINATTCHA.BLOGSPOT.COM

2006-04-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

hello.